Someone on my Twitter feed asked what we are proud of achieving that day.
I thought of all the things I have on my To-Do List that have not been done, I thought of Child 1 and Child 2 basically having no Mumma because I have been so out of it and I was flooded with even more guilt and shame.
Guilt and Shame have been my bed-partners for a long time.
But the Tweet went on to talk about valuing ALL our achievements.
I wrote that I was able to get myself to the bathroom. I was so nervous. I kept thinking about what other people would think-about how simple a thing it is.
Until you are struggling with something you truly cannot imagine how much it hurts to have to be dependent on others for basic functions.
I hope you never have to find out.
Lots of love from Me xxx